The top people in my favourites' LIST. *wink*; they're always there for me, never fail to support me be it in some argument/fight or studies or life or my interest. *smile wideee*

Dearest Mum, the one and only person who tolerated my nonsense.I know I was once a 'hopeless' child, yes and I also know you were disappointed in me; And I am utterly sorry for my ill-proper doings and behavior. You always tried your best to show me that you care even though you know that you are busy with your work stuff; Yes I'm lazy when you're around. *smileeee widestt everrrr* And I love it when we share our stories, and crack each other up. Thanks for being my MUM; Friend; BESTFRIEND.

And mostly thanks for understanding me at any circumstances.

At least thanks for trying your best to play a part in my life.

Cause you'll forever be apart of my life dear mummy. ILYTTEOW.

Dearest Aunty; you played your role as my mum in my life; And yes, you nag a lot. Scold me and we used to have this fight when I was younger, but somehow things change, I guess I am much matured now, and we get along very well ^^v. You took care of me like I'm your own daughter, you were fair to me and also your sons. You never fail to hear me out and back me up when something is not right. You had the guts to voice out for me when no one else dared. I know you talk a lot, but you are always sincere in helping me; And yes I also know that you love me *smileeee* Don't deny it :)

Thankss; ILY.

Dearest Muhd Sholihin; My crap buddy/Boyfriend/friend/bestfriend. Name it all *wink*; I know you don't show your affection towards me; but you do love me and care for me. You always knew how to cheer me up, Even when I'm angry at you; the emotion can't stay long, cause you'll crack me up with something stupid. I love it when we meet up, and you would make fun of me while make me laugh at the jokes *smileee* yes; we used to use violence to solve stuff when we were young. But now? not anymore right. And yes I m kind of sad, cause we're not going to the same school, you've graduated while I still have to take my O'level. And I love it when say that we're sure not to be lepak'friends anymore in the future; you will assure me that we will, and things won't change between us, we shall see about it .

ILYE. ;*

Okay you people must be wondering why I post this out of a sudden. Firstly I post it on blogger, so that they would know about me being mushi mushi, cause I believe not a lot of people read my blog. And they made me happy and realised that they were always there to be with me in any circumstances. Previously I had an argument or so called fight with this siblings/sisters. They talk trash about me and mum; they criticise me to its maximum; and when I manage to see their pictures, these people above were there to laugh with me; and listen to my story and is there to make me feel good of myself, and state all its fact.

Yes; I am fat; and I am somehow proud of it, weird? yess i knoww. and the girl who got an issue with me being fat is fat herself, and the girl who had issue with my sense of fashion is having trouble with her sense of fashion too, the girl who said AISYAH KENTAL was KENTAL HERSELF too., and yes why didnt i voice out earlier; it was because we have never met, and i dont wish to assume anything, and they assumed something when they have not yet even look at my pictures. I know I'm being bad here, but i really feel good about myself, and i dont wish for them to take that away from me just by their nasty comment and words. :)

I love myself more than you ever know.

Okay people, I have been feeding myself junks *sob* Yesterday, ate Fish Noodle at bugis, then Subway, POPcorn while wathing Tron Legacy and MacSpicy Meal. Alot right? I know, im getting fatter. :) And today I keep on munching on Chocolates. I dont fancy chocolate that much, but idk why. :D Mum is so worried. But I dont think there is a need to worry. :D Okayyyy, I want to watch Teevee, and yes i have not completed my homework. Okay update soonn, and am not happy with the new template.:(

UNDER RENOVATION! HAHAHHA.

BIG WORD!

Helloooo, happy almost 6 months of dating to us.

I didn't expect us to go this far; seriously.

There has been ups and down.

But thank god, we still manage to HOLD ON.

SAR, tomorrow OFF!

So we're planning to go out together.

IDK, updatee soonn oteyy.

Helllooo. *smile wide wide*

Okay; I seriously miss the girls above.

Like totally.

Aisyah tak blufff.

Yes, I know, We Met.

"Sentosa Outing"

But the outing was a disaster, not totally.

It's just that we didnt BOND at all.

Nuriha.Syuhaidah.Syafiqah.

The girls whom I survived with during my "single and not dating anyone" state.

But I guess things just went apart.

Maybe its not you girls, maybe its just me. *wink wink*

I really hope, to go for the YOGA session together; seriously.

Just the FOUR of us; like OLD times.

Currently texting Kaeesha to confirm.

So gyeahhhh.

Nuriha.

The 'sister' I had/have. I dont know whats our relationship is now.*sob sob*

Thanks for being there most of the time.

Thanks for making the initiative to call me up at times. ^^

Thanks for everything; seriously.

There's a lot to say.

But I guess, I can't write it in words.

Cause I really don't know where to start.

*hugsss*

And this is weird, but i miss your hugs. *sad*

I miss crying together with you.

Syuhaidah.

The girl whom I used to go on a 'date' with just to eat =.=

And also the quite girlfriend.

The one without any respond. FAKE! *smile*

The girls whom I love to talk with.

She's a great listener.

Why? Cause she don't talk much.

The great girl whom never fails to make me laugh.

Why?

Cause of her small clumsy act!

*laughing*

Syafiqah.

The ex-class buddy, and the 'crap' girlfriend.

Why 'crap' girlfriend?

Cause she always entertain my stupidity and crapness.

Okay, I miss those class times.

She can be a great entertainer, when you talk.

Never get tired of her. HAHA.

*smileee*

Okayyy *look above*

SLURPPP, I want these FOOOD badly.

I want DOUBLE SAMURAI BEEF BURGER.

KEBAB!

KEROPOK LEKOR!

LAMB CHOP!

FRIEEESS! *all time favourite*

MACSPICY!

NASI GORENG KAMPONG! *nak mummy punye* ^^

SAKURA!

SATAY!

FRAPPE CARAMEL!

STEAMBOAT *seoulgarden*

SUSHI!

gagagigigugu, aliur da meleleh. :P

SAR SAR! Aisyah want eat at SEOUL GARDEN and want her FRAPPE CARAMEL ^^.

Hahahahhahaha.

Should I order Macspicy? Or go and get it?

Gah!!!!

Okay people, If you want to have a DUDE in your LIFE.

Then be prepared to lose most/some of your friends ^^.

Hahahha; okay in the other hand, i know i have to make the effort!

I KNOW! YES! I KNOW!

But people, I AM TO LAZY TO GO OUT!

SERIOUSLY!

GAH! I NEED TO GET RID OF THE LAZINESS!

Plus, that is not the only reasons.

I only like to go out when I have cash.

but the problem is! HAHHAHAHA.

NVM!

kayy toodlesss.

Miss me, beep me up. ^^.

Want to meet me? Tell me.

Cause people, frankly, i admit, I dont have the initiative :)

Sorry people, those who know me, should know it by now.

So gyeahhhh. ^^

Helloooo, ultra bored.

Internet is having some issue.

My ASUS USB is not able to connect to the computer.

GAH! okay I miss using the word GAH!

Remembered how I stop using this word.

THANKS TO OG.

Cause , he makes fun of it. :(

Okayyy, I seriously need to get a LIFE,

And seriously need Abg Afie to do something with the internet.

Gonna spent my time, mummy's money wisely ^^.

Have to enjoy myself before 13December. :D

Have you ever had this feeling where you don't feel important.

OKAY, IM FEELING IT RIGHT NOW!.

Hahahahha, kay Aisyah MEPEK.

But really.

I don't blame my friends for not having time for me.

They have their own friends!

They have their own life!

Their own job!

I shud'nt have made myself being terminate by them :(

I really wish to have a meet up with Akid& Sab pretty soon.

Meet up with Miraidora, very very sooon.

And meet up with Kyara jugakkk!

As for PH peeps, especially TOAD, kite confirm meet up soon, okay hunney?

As for Syu,Adek&Nur, alahhh, krg pon da mendak tgok aku. HAHHA

So bile bile pon boleh meet up la kan.

For my ladies? Nyehhh, nak meet up very the hard, all got plans.

So im no one.! so gyeahhh. IGNORING!

Okayyy, tgh emotionalll!!!!

Is it TRUE that small girls, do have lil crush on their COUSINS!

Hahahha, okay, I admit when I was young I had a lil crush on Abg Hairul.

NORMAL! still small sehhh.

But didnt expect to have this feeling again. OMG.

Not towards abg hairul! Hhahah.

Okay, I've only shared this story to SAR.

So the wrong person to share with.

But so far, he's the only one that bothers to care, so gyeahhh.

Okayyyyyy, nak sleepppp.

And internet disconnect.

Nak re-connect, then POST.

Hellooo people.

Okay, Im back from KL.

So how was the trip?

It was alright.

So my"long lost cousins" had a wedding going on.

So we help abit and attend.

Did abit of shopping.

AND lots of bonding.

And like usual, they love to disturb me *sob sob*

And on the very last night, they went shopping at this place where we usually call it a bazaar.

So they shop for perfume and boxers.

While I bought nothing but only BURGER!

Sedapppp! Aisyah liokee!

It has been ages since I ate Ramly Burger :)

So today, this bully of mine, Abg Azmel.

Gave me a perfume, which was supposingly his, i assume.

He overheard ibu say that I dont have any perfume.

So I rejected, as it was his.

And guess what he did?

He gave it to my cousin, and tell him to give it to me.

ONCE WE REACH SINGAPORE!

Thanksss many mmany abg azmel.

Susah susah jek!

Hahahha, kay but overall i had fun.

So people, Nak watch teevee.

Chalosss. :)

This is me with short hair.

No difference actually.

Cause the face still remains.

I really wish to update but simply don't have any idea on what to update.

Aisyah want to specially thank Syed Akbar for the treat :D

I liokeeee!! Nak LAGIIII!!!

And Happy 5month of Dating :)

I didn't know you were keeping track. HAHHAA.

Cause guys don't usually do that.

Either Wednesday or Thursday.

Gonna accompany mum shop for clothes.

Mum, nak blanje Aisyah?

Haahhahaha.

Off to KL on 26 till 28. 3days 2night.

Mum doesnt love the way they plan it.

Cause they so don't include mum.

Puas hati saye satu family tak pergi.

Basically, Mum and me dont care.

We just want to shop till we drop and also thought of naik GENTING!

Genting is not confirmed.

Gonna ask aunty to snap lots of pictures.

So stay tune okay people?

Ask dad for $100, want rebond my hair.

And like usual, not enough, mum top up kan.

On 4December, suppose to have an outing.

Haris is suppose to plan.

But idk, if it doesn't happen, then its' just me and my ladies. ^^

YES, IM SICK PEOPLE.

I hate it when I cough, people would stare at me and avoid me.

Even with my mouth cover. :C

And yess, I hate oilmen but i was forced to apply it on the back and on my chest.

And yes, it works, not that well, but it helps my breathing, seriously.

I was having a hard time breathing, but not anymore i guess.

Allhamdullilah~

I guess cause I eat too much.

So Aisyah must cut downn :C

And Im not working people.

And that doesn't mean Im A free girl.

Cause I'm a lazy girl.

It all depends o my mood, if i wanna go out.

HAHHAA.

there is so many things on my wishlist~

Weeetttsss~

Okayyy, am off to get rid of all the flam that is stuck in my throat :C

Hellooo;

I miss my FRIENDS truckloads!!!

1. My ladies;Naeemah,Era,Mira,Syu,Syaff&Khalidah.
2. Pondok Mates~
3. LaughAss;Huda&Seri
4. SimeiPeeps~
5. TrioLadies;Syaff,Syu,Nuriha.
6. BrotherLove&Clanz.
7. Bf's Clanziess^^
8. MyBoyfriendsss~Akid;Hadi;Adam;Syazwan
9. BTP PH Matesss~~

So farrr mereka onlyyyy.

And superultra miss my FAMILY :C

Rinddduuuu banggetttt.

Hellooo,

Everything is changing. And I'm not sure if I'm liking it or NOT. I totally HATE it when Boyf has $$$$$, like totally.He totally forgot about me and all he know is to ENJOY. Okay,I don't blame him, I know I can't enjoy with him. I have curfew and I need PERMISSION. But he on the under hand is under probation. When I show my care and concern towards him, telling him not to do this, he did behind my back, just to have his freedom, and now on my side, I have given it to him, and he is not liking it, I am so not sure what he wants. If he wants his freedom, I want mine too. Plus he has this habit of not telling me where he is heading, so why should I on the other hand report 'strength' to him. If he wishes to be fair than this is fair. The whole club thing wasn't an issue of this freaking miss understanding. He has been lying to me like forever, and when I don't trust him, he would get angry. But how am I suppose to trust you dear boyf? I don't care if you want to flirt, cause you have never been serious in us. Whenever I point out your mistake, all you did was to say sorry and do it again. I feel like I'm utterly no one to you. Am I just a girl who you wish to stay by your side until you're 'out'. If that's what you're thinking, then I'd rather you leave me.You have always thought that I wasn't happy of you going to club, well that is not the issue. I totally feel like a joke to you. You make fun of me, don't back me up when your friend criticize, so am I you girl or not? Or just the temporary girl you've plan to be with? I am so not understanding our relationship nor am I understanding you. Time out? Easy for you to say. I have been tolerating this shit for almost 5 months now, and all you say is 'TIME OUT'. Fuck you! I really wish that I hated you, hated you so much that my ears would bleed upon hearing your voice. GOSH, but I can't, and totally can't. How I wish you would shower me with your love instead of showering me with vulgarities of your's. How'd I wish I would be the one to shout at your face saying that 'IT'S OVER' but I can't. Am I not being the girl that you wanted. In my opinion, you have been steping on my head, dating 4 girls in 5months? What I did? Tolerate your nonsense and make you do the decision. If you wish to ditch me, ditch me nowww!! pleaseeee!!!

I know I expect you to change like totally, but have not been totally patience. I have been thinking what I ever did to you, mistreated you or something? But I cant think of anything. But people Boyf has not been totally that bad okay? He has almost always be there for me,make me laugh and stuff. I guesss. :) And I still love him. And perhaps it's my fault that I don't know/want to show him that he really means alot to me. We're both wrong in this situation.

Okay, I sound so mushi mushi and emo shit, but I m not able to share it verbally to anyone, like seriously, plus not much people or few i might said that read my blog. So gyeahhh. :)

Aisyah is so freaking relief right now.

Helloo.

So bestfriend/boyf treat Pizzahut.

Kay best, i liokeee.

Ibu no shame, tell bestfriend/boyf to treat her pizza.

Since bestfriend/boyf was so tired/sleepy.

He went home first, leaving me at workplace..

Ayeee!! So had a short bonding moment with workmates~

Kay sudahh.

Tomorrow accompanying bestfriend/boyf to change his shirt.^^

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:(

Celebration of bestfriend/boyfriend birthday wasn't that wow!

But we had fun teasing each other.

Todays' BBQ was alright I assume.

But much food was wasted.

Daddy! I need money, more money.

Can you please give mummy my allowance money.

So I can put it in my bank.

I'm owning 3 people money.

$12 for the BBQ on 20th.

$10 for the BBQ that just happened.

And $6 for the drumlets that Irah bought for me first. :0

There is a high chance that boyfriend is getting his pay on Wednesday.

If he get his pay that will mean that PIZZAHUT for us!

Yeahhhh! Wweeeeeeeeee~ ily.

I need to find a temporary job asap!

Mummy tolong anakmu!!!

Missing Siti/FafakySimpson alott.

I miss the laughter we had ^^.

The fun we had!

Hopefully on the 20th, we will have fun :(

Kay people, I am outta here.

Text me if you want me.

Ring me up if you miss me.

^^.xoxo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYED AKBAR RAFSANJANI!

Thanks for everything.

And I really hope you are going to like the gift,I am gonna give you.

Kay people, meeting him in 16 hours time.

So bye people. :)

And special thanks to Ibu and Abang Firdaus,

for accompanying me to search for boyfriend/bestfriend gifts.

Hahhaha. And thanks for understanding, seriously. ily people to the max.

Helloooo, saye sudah rindu sama bestfriend ^^.

Bestfriend wake up luhhh.

Aisyahhh freaking mendak right now.

I don't blame bestfriend, we slept at 4.30am yesterday.

Sorry, you had to entertain my crap.!

Yesterday went out with bestfriend and his friend.

Last minute plan to sheesha i guess.

They smoke sheesha, Aisyah tgok only.

Then bestfriend accompany me eat murtabak ^^.

Weeetttss~

BESTFRIEND LOOK YOUNGER THAN ME!

Tak fair sehh:(

Okay, Aisyah got two choice!

Rebond+highlight / Dreadlock.

Howww??

Help me choose.

Want highlight, but there is still activities and going on for november and december.

*sad habessss*

Aisyah nyer result how?

Sudah takmoh tnyerrr! :( *sob*

So for work plak how?

Aisyah dah decide, if there is no job available for Aisyah till 8 November, I am sticking to pizzahut.

Nak money nyer psal, penat pon penat luhh.

No money, no life.

HAHHAHA. kay mepek!

Aisyahdah taknak susah kan ibu;)

Almost 3months of giving Aisyah cash to enjoy.

Now Aisyah must go back to how things are.

Aisyah confuse HABES!

Aisyah myself dont think I'll be enjoying my November or December.

But harap harap Aisyah will enjoy. AMIN~

I am doing all this for your own good.

But if you wish not to then nvm, Aisyah dont want force you. :)

Taddaaaa, nak gi besar kan perot!!! lolsxD

Dah besar pon, nak bg lg besarr.

Hellloooo.

Bestfriend/boyfriend♥ has been rather sweet lately.

Aisyah liokeeee sunggohhh!

So today went to school just to take my report book.

Bestfriend/boyfriend♥ wants to accompany me despite not sleeping for the whole day.

Why? He was about to sleep at 3am but afraid, cause scared he's unable to wake up the nextday.

Sweet enough?♥♥

Bestfriend/boyfriend♥ was rather late by 15minutes.

He wishes to eat fishball.

So early in the morning 6 huge fishball for me.

3 huge fishball and 3 huge tapioca ball for him.

Our morning today was not pleasant.

Bestfriend/boyfriend♥ was sleepy.

And for my case,I was sleepy plus warm.

So bestfriend/boyfriend took a nap at pondok.

While I entertain myself and had short conversation with my friends that walked pass us.

Then we went for lunch at Macdonald Bukit Batok with Akid.

Then mum called me to meet her at aunty place.

So sadly we had to go our own separate ways.

The moment I reached Aunty's place, I fell asleep.

Mum left me, cause she had bad stomachache.

The moment I woke up, find food in the kitchen.

Talk/joke with cousins/aunty/uncle. ♥

It has been such a long time.

Currently I am not able to put myself to sleep.

Texted bestfriend/boyfriend♥ to call me or text me once he is awake.

But I guess he won't.

Getting bored! Kay people.

And I think I am going to work at PH BTP soon.

Need to find cash for bestfriend/boyfriend♥ birthday present.

With one condition applying to it.

Okay, Aisyah till here only. :)

Boooo!!

I guess some/most people might already know about my bestfriend/boyfriend

Wondering if we're official?

The both of us hope we really are.

But some things are just avoiding us.

So for the moment, I just wish to spend my time with him.

I'm lucky that Ibu understand our situation.

Sayang mummy! :)

Bestfriend/boyfriend wants to change, but he can't.

I know he is trying his bestt :)

But he has improved abit,without knowing ^^

And I really hope he continue to progress. *weets*

Bestfriend/boyfriend complain kate ada budak secondary1 kacau dia.

G: Handsome tak?

Friend: Pecah lahh!

Dia sudah kate boyfriend I pecahhh.

Hahahha, I don't mind really.

But just curious sape yg disturb boyfriend kitee.

Okayyyy.

Enough on Bestfriend/boyfriend :)

Okay people, if I'm not mitaken, I'll be getting my report book on Thursday.

Wish me the best^^ thanks, you didn't have to.

Currently having problem logging on to facebook.

Aisyah, bad girlfriend sehh, bestfriend/boyfriend waiting for my call.

Aisyah busy online, Hahha.

Okay got to go ^^

Hellooo .

Bored bored bored.

Going vivo later to get mum's stuff.

then i dont know where to go.

I'll just follow the flow.

Result is gonna release on Thursday.

Update you people on it. :)

DONE LUH!

Aisyah nak go toilet berak!

Hello :)

I was supposed to meet SAR tomorrow.

But sadly SAR takut that dia will kene tahan. :(

So met him just now. so last minute.

But i likee, rindu banget same dia.

He came over to Jurong East.

Guess what? he challenge me badminton.

LOLS sunggoh seh.

But he won, nak step mane peh terror, tapi not bad luh kan.

Hopefully, no bad news for the moment.

I really want to spend 2 weeks with him*smile wide*

After that, had late dinner.

Then we were supposed to talk and stuff.

But my stomach problem, want go make big business.

So he sent me home instead.

Currently waiting for his call.

So how is my result?

Okay, frankly I did badly.

But I know, I have put in at least some effort.

So the rest is up to him to decide if I get promoted or not.

So people, pray for me, if you have the heart. HAHAHA.

I wasn't expecting to love you back like how i used to.

but you manage to. congrats :)

I really am proud that you've changed.

But Im not gonna mention it at your face.

Thanks for all the sweet memories.

It has been fun all this while.

I never knew that i could be myself around you.

doing stupid stuff together with you.

laughing our ass out at our silly mistakes.

hahahhaha.

kay best. aisyah sudah rindu sama you ^^

Hellooooo.

Frankly I super ultra bored.

Therefore there is this second post.

Currently blogging, chatting and also watching lie to me.

Yesterday go play bowling with SAR and friends.

Enjoyed:) But sadly Aisyah cannot torn, so Aisyah go home.

SAR have not yet call me or text me.

Must be sleeping like some pig.

SAR yesterday rajin gile.

He accompanied me eat Sliced Fish Bee Hoon.

Then accompanied off to Supermarket.

Then helped me carry all those carriers while we go meet my dad.

Take money, then sent me and stuff home.

Out again with him put deposit money into my bank.

Then off to CDAN to play bowling.

I love it when he is sweet.

I love it when he care.

I love it when he act stupid just to make me laugh.

I love it when he bothers to come my place just to accompany me eat.

I love it when he always understand my needs.

I love it when he wipe my tears away.

I love it when he complains how sweaty i am, and wipe them.

I love it when he tries to act cute.

i love it that he dont mind coming down my place everytime.

I love it when he is naturally clumpsy.

I love it when he says ILY everytime we hang up the phone.

I love it when he get all jealous when i talk about hady or aidil.

I love it when he kisses my forehead.

Actually I love him cause he never fails to make me laugh everytime we meet.

Aisyah currently surveying for job.

Irah luh jadi buddy aku:) hahaha.

hopefully we get the job. AMIN :)

Hello people!

Okay tadi serious shit pissed off.

Cousin dropped the kuah laksa, then aunty expect me to send the ingredients over.

GILE! Aisyah super tired and lazy.

Lazy to even bathe.

Then she say she dont wantdo anything for me if i never sent.

Go and die! Aisyah lazy means aisyah lazy.

So stepdad had to come over and take!.

Plus aisyah so kusyuk tgok cerite NCIS. BEST!

kaydapeople backto NCIS! :)

Hellloooo peopleeeee.

Okay currently freaking sleepy.

Stepdad just went out gi check motor, dpt lesen^^

SS paper was a total disaster.

It's EOY! but I'm not putting any effort in it.

Why?this is so weird.

Tomorrow Maths and MT paper.

GOODLUCK AISYAH!^^

Aisyah don't know why but when I see his face,

Aisyah get so frustrated and angry. Seriously.

He like busybody gitu you.

Always see him, can't blame him lah kan.

Public area, but why must he be there.

The reasons I think off is so unreasonable luhh.

M.L is so being unfair with the class.

Oppppss! He like ^^.

Wuuuhuu!! Nak tell! Nak tell!

Hahhaha. Cannot ehkk?

Kaylahh,Aisyah tak tell.

Aisyah mulot tak evill^^.

Mulot Aisyah tak besar and kaypo cam dia.

Biar dia buat Aisyah tapi Aisyah takmoh buat kat dia.

Dia sunggoh mulot mcm CB you!

Aluhh CB pon mmg fav word dia you!

*kening up up*

HIDAYATSUHAIMI is so MISS! <3

Mentang mentang ader chicks luper adek sendiri youu.

Sorry to whom ever that thinks' I'm talking about them^^

Hellooo people.

Currently super duper stress. SUMPAH!

Have not been studying hard.

SS paper in 8 hours time, and I am still no consuming any information.

Mati lehhh akuuu. Currently chatting with MR. OP. NA.

Hahhaha. MR is pestering me to shut the computer off and start studying.

Hahhaha. CUPID betoll!! LOLS>

Kay kay. MR da biseng.

BYE!

BTW I LOVE MUMMY SO MUCHHHH!!!

Hellooo people.

Currently super duper stress. SUMPAH!

Have not been studying hard.

SS paper in 8 hours time, and I am still no consuming any information.

Mati lehhh akuuu. Currently chatting with MR. OP. NA.

Hahhaha. MR is pestering me to shut the computer off and start studying.

Hahhaha. CUPID betoll!! LOLS>

Kay kay. MR da biseng.

BYE!

BTW I LOVE MUMMY SO MUCHHHH!!!

Helloooo.

Saye would like to thanks SYAZWAN SELAMAT.

This smallboy here sanggop datang lambat for school

Just to accompany me for detention later in the afternoon.

Dia tak pena pena lambat for this year. :)

Sayang kamu much much. ^^v.

The other dude beside him is ADAM PJ.

Dia plak tak sengaje lambat.

So I did my detention with them.

After detention yesterday, sapp go my place.

Cut smallboy hair. CUTE, we liokee ^^

But he don't. So he go cut botak.

Aisyah blom tgok dia with his bald head. hehe xD

Dia nak mengugat hati aisyah kot.

Cause i told him before that AISYAH LOVE BOTAK DUDES.

Hahaha xD

Okay dahh!!

Currently Aisyah very the lazy to do revision.

Aisyah nak buat tapi my mind is not functioning well this few days.

Aisyah tak tahu why, Aisyah give up on maths padehal that subject is my strength seh.

Aisyah da mcm give up in EOY gitu.

But Aisyah tahu I can't possibly do that.

Haishhh, Aisyah need some encouragement seriously.

From just now Aisyah keluarkn maths material.

Tapi when Aisyah open the paper, Aisyah mcm stress gitu cause lost.

Grrrr. Serious lahhh!!! How nie?

Aisyah mcm da lupe basic gitu.

Haishhhhhh, Aisyah need to do well for EOY.

Aisyah taknak waste my 1 year retaining beh drop sec4 Acad.

Pus plus plus Aisyah takot if my friends retained.

Dorang retain, Aisyah dah takder kaki gerek in class lagik.

Aisyah really try my best to remind them to study tapi drg tknak dgr.

Aisyah cannot do anything per.

Btw goodluck smueee on EOY. ^^

Dad and Aisyah lately tak contact langsong.

Aisyah busy with school, dia plak dgn work dia.

Lately Dad kene buang keje.

Smlm dia kol nak suroh uat paperwork dia.

Dia even nak bayar aisyah.

Bukan aisyah taknak but i myself tgh stress ngn blaja.

Nak get in the mood to studyy.

Sorry so aisyah suroh dia seek ibu helps.

Ibu kate okayy.

And dad nak pinjam duit dari ibu.

Aisyah seriously tak galakkn. but its up to ibu lahhknn.

Aisyah tahu this is not the time to pikir psal kawan.

But Aisyah can't help it.

Abang ke mane adek kemane.

Kawan mcm siak, aisyah diam, mls nk layan.

Aisyah mcm hidop sorang gituk skrg. Anti social gtuk.

But Aisyah tak kesah lah sgt part sorang sorang nie.

Aisyah cume kesah the kind of friends i get.

Mcm MOTHER PUSSY betol.

Aisyah tak pena tahu yg mulot laki pon jahat. HAHAHA.

WTV. lols. Semue kwan aisyah tnyer aisyah:

"kau tak pena pikir nk mcm dulu ker?"

Serious talking; Aisyah taknk pon mcm dulu.
aisyah nak alakadar jek kwan ngn dia.

Bbl bile patot, bile tak patot, takyah bbl.

Saket kan ati jek bile prangai dia gitu.

Hahahaha.

Aisyah sbenarnyer blom mandi, hahaha.

BUSOK SAK PRANGAII!

Kay kay, baju pon da habes cuci, aisyah nak gi jemorr.

LAPAR bangett!!

guess what? Dad baru kol nk meet, dia antar makan. HAHAH.

kay byeee, nk blaja jkugakk

SYED AKBAR RAFSANJANI

I didn't expect and don't want us to officially end this way.

But I'm really sorry.

Let's keep the whole story to us.

Only you and me.

I won't tell ibu anything. *ssshhh*

Hope the best for you.

Sorry for everything.

I really wish you would know how much I hate to let you go.

And I didn't expect you to cry when we had our last hug and kiss.

eyeelfwhy.

Hellooooo.

The picture above has nothing got to do with my post today.

Lately, I have been slacking in studies!
Idk when Im gonna get serious.

Hopefully soon,I only have one week to catch up. :)

So aft detention, hang out at pondok.

There's only few of us.

But I enjoyed the part where I share stuff with Azfarloveee.

We talk about someone, and what we're upset about him.

So me and Azfarloveeee have decided to ignore them. weewitss ^^

KAYYY!! hahaha.

And also the part after Nizam and gangs come. ^^

At least someone entertains me.

Home with Olin :)

Since Im really craving for long john, went to have dinner with bie at long john.

Then bought mummy and stepdad food.

then lepak with bie under the voiddeck.

Talk nonsence. But overall had funn!

Kay people Aisyah want sleep ^^

Hellooo semuenyer.

Macam biase if Aisyah update siang bermakne, Aisyah tak pergi sekolah. Hahaha. Actually Aisyah da bgon da nak gi skola, tapi very the malas nak mandi, so instead bilang ibu, Aisyah very the penat. Hahaha. Ibu kate okay, but in return Aisyah kene kemas rumah, cause nnt ptg, sdare mare saye dtg ^^. Insyallah semue datang yer. AMIN~ So Aisyah tak bgn lmbt sgt luh. kul 12 dah mandi. Then gi bayar bill internet cause kene potong smlm, so lincah lincah lurhh. hahaha. Mid of October Aisyah da start work, right after my end of year exam. Rindduu keje banget, rindu workmates! rindu ambek order orang. Hahaha. tapi Aisyah sunggoh tak rindu dgn karena customer yg aisyah patot layan. ^^ hahhaa. Kemungkinan around December gitu, Aisyah nak stop keje. Reason: Next year, insyallah Aisyah ambek 'O', so mestilah concentrate. So aisyah only committed with studies. Exam lagi 4 minggu, tapi Aisyah belom ready. Aisyah got nothing special to update. hahhaha. As promised, Aisyah will update my results :

English: 55.7 *c6

Malay: 68.0 *b3

Mathematics: 72.0 *a2

Science: 47.8 *d7

Combined humanities: 61 *b4

Design Technology: 60.3 *b4

First day raye was rather AWESOME!

Early in the morning, Mat abang and olin reach my place.

Then we go their place.

Sunggoh awesome la!! lazy want to elaborate.

Aunty wants me to tag along tomorrow.

But I need to complete my homework.

Plus Sunday meeting her again, go jalan jalan raye with the rest.

kay people, aisyah mate sudah saket.

Saye nk pergi tidorr! :)

Hello people.

It has been sucha long time since I update.

Reasons: Busy! Busy! Busy!.

I need to take 2 months of break from work.

Mummy wants me to, plus I want it too.

This coming Friday getting CA2 results.

Grrrrr! Update you people on my result okay?

Be it shitty results!!!

Lately friends, have been asking me this question.

"why have you change out of a sudden?"

Well here is my Answer:

Sometimes I get so pissed off or fcuked up!

Some of you because of your childishness.

Some of you because of your 'STEPGEREK' attitude.

Some of you because of your 'WORLD' !

Some of you bacause of your LIES!

I know that humans are not perfect.

But please, carry out those acts at the right time.

In order not to grow hatred & sins.

I have decided to have my own time for the moment.

I don't care what you want to say.

Say things behind my back? Go ahead.

Serious shit.I don't lose a thing.

Want to leave me? Hahaha, the door is wide open for you.

I can survive without you. SUMPAH!

Kau tak bagi aku makan!

Kau nyer mulot pon bukan bleh tutop!

Jage tepi kain org, kau number satu!

Lpas tuh blang blang org!

You are the type of person that LOVE to BLAME about other people;

But never ever did BLAME yourself!

Come'on uh, grow up!

Think please! Cause THINKING HELPS!!!

Fishhead lahhh!! Till here I assume.

Saye puase so cannot marah marah.

Nnt batal ^^

Hellooo people♥♥. I has been such a long time since i update something. Lately,thing has been per normal. Not much difference actually. Currently I'm just worried if I am able to make it to Sec4 express. what if I were to fail again? GOSH! I know it make not be a big matter. But retaining once is enough, I don't wish fir this one year to be wasted. Mum is seriously putting her hopes on me, so that makes it WORSE! I just wanna get to Sec4 express, take my O's and get it over with. Lately SAR♥ and me have not been meeting. And he complains that its too long to wait till 8September. Tomorrow is SAR♥ off day. Planning to meet but it all depends on him and me. Idk! To all my lovelies and asses; We meet when its holiday kay? ^^. Can enjoy enjoy tkyah ingat time kayy? :) Need to study for tomorrow Chemistry and Design&Technology test. But my brain just won't consume anymore information. And basically I'm too lazy. Previously, I posted that I need $$ badly. But I'm just too lazy to work. With work there no time to study and have fun. But got $$$ masok siol! lols. Aisyah nak go shopping after EOY examination! hahaha. Kay kay, Aisyah want try to go studyy!! :)

Sometimes I wonder if these quotes are for real.

Or do they even have real effects on reality?

Why am I doing a second post?

Well, bored, And some stuff are just bothering me.

I have just decided to keep quiet and watch how things are gonna get going.

Will it get better or worse.

Hahahah xD. I'm tired of playing in the game.

So I'll just watch the game instead :)

I'll update you on the 'GAME'.

So stay tune, kay Aisyah konek habess!

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Thanks for fetching me from my place.

Thanks for the compliment ^^.

Thanks for wiping my sweat with your bare hands.

Thanks for holding my hands cause you're afraid I'll get lost in the crowd.

Thanks for the snickers to cheer me up.

Thanks for hugging me tight to ensure that I don't trip when the train is moving.

Thanks for sending me home.

Overall,thanks for everything. ^^.

Hellloo.

So how did I celebrated NDP?

Work from 11-4pm then eat staff meal.

Home straight with Siti.

^^ fetch me 5 - 6pm at my house voiddeck.

Bussed to Kallang, then off to Bugis.

Wanted to watch FIREWORK!

Banyak punyer firework.

Was having dinner with ^^ at Mac, when firework started.

So too bad. Then off to Penin to meet Roy & GF :)

Then walk walk, frankly i spent my day with ^^ by walking in the crowd :)

Then me,^^,Roy& Gf, head to Marina, meet their other friends.

They wanted to lepak at TPY.

But ^^ dont want. So we lepak at esplanade.

Then ^^ sent me home :)

Thanks ^^ for the day.