The heart of a 17year old girl.

"if you have someone please move on; im afraid i'll forgrt you once i'm released" those was his words in the letter.

I was not upset upon reading those lines. Everything was not yet process in my head properly. Only when i reached home, i then broke down. The tears i kept for 3 months was finally tearing up. So all this while, i was just wasting my time, putting every single hope that we'll be together once you're out. Hahaha. Im just full of my sweet ending love stories. I just then realised that i've got to get back to reality. Who wants a fat, not attractive girl? Heh. I doubt so any dudes wants!

So here's my solution, im gonna make myself busy, still reply your letters, cause i rather be your friend than a total stranger just because of my egoo. Gotta put my ego & emo aside. & use my brain instead. Maybe whats best for us, is just being best mates. & i can't always expect everything to go my way. If we're meant to be, then we're meant to be. I put our fate in the hands of allah. Insyallah, amin.