Hello Aisyah's lovers. I doubt anybody is reading my blog. But hell gyeah, who cares? Well actually I do. Ermmm, or so I thought. *smile wide* Love stories again? boooo! nahhh. *thumbs down* 

I'm currently posted to Ngee Ann Polytechnic, diploma in Electrical Engineering. Why EE? I wanted Marine OfF Shore Technology, but I did not reach its cut-off point, & so I still wanted to be part of the engineer world, so therefore I've chose EE. It's not totally that hard, once you've learn how to love the course & subject taken itself. I've been very busy with school, thus I just quitted my job. I need a job badly, preferably a weekend job please. :) Any lobangs? Text me.

Every life has it's ups & downs. But only when the downs come along, you'll know & see for yourself who's gonna be there. & I was proven that no matter what happen, family really do stay. Was touched by what had happen the last few day. Even with the scolding I got, I think I deserved them. Let this incident be a lesson to me. People have got to do mistake in order to learn from it. I should have ignored her, & things won't go from bad to worse. That was my fault, but she has her fault too , & in my opinion it was immatured thinking that hold her back in life, well I don't have a say in her life, but just saying. Happy that things are solve, thanks to my dearest brother. Annoying, irritating yet protective brothers <3.

It's currently in the fasting month, I have my aims Insyallah, I'll reach my aim; Amin. Exam is in 3 weeks, need to study, to pass all the modules, please. I don't wish to retake any module & graduate 6 months later than the actual graduation. Hope for the best.

SAR; yes I miss him, but I just have got to wait. If we're fated, we'll be together again. 

Last but not least, I really miss my people, MY LADIES, THE BTP LA'FAMILIA, MY 4A assturdss, MY AEC MATES, Mr Boyf, THE PONDOK peeps.

The heart of a 17year old girl.

"if you have someone please move on; im afraid i'll forgrt you once i'm released" those was his words in the letter.

I was not upset upon reading those lines. Everything was not yet process in my head properly. Only when i reached home, i then broke down. The tears i kept for 3 months was finally tearing up. So all this while, i was just wasting my time, putting every single hope that we'll be together once you're out. Hahaha. Im just full of my sweet ending love stories. I just then realised that i've got to get back to reality. Who wants a fat, not attractive girl? Heh. I doubt so any dudes wants!

So here's my solution, im gonna make myself busy, still reply your letters, cause i rather be your friend than a total stranger just because of my egoo. Gotta put my ego & emo aside. & use my brain instead. Maybe whats best for us, is just being best mates. & i can't always expect everything to go my way. If we're meant to be, then we're meant to be. I put our fate in the hands of allah. Insyallah, amin.