From the above picture, obviously this is going to be a mushi mushi post. Sorry guys. But I need to and have to.
Yesterday was our very 1st Anniversary. You broke the record of all the guys I ever dated or went on a stead with. But I really find this complicated, our r/s I meant. Half of the duration of our r/s, we've not been meeting, you inside and me, out here. To be frank, this six month, I've not dated anyone. I don't know why I can't. I just feel that I'm cheating on you, even if it was just a meet up with my guy friends. I don't know if you feel the same way like I do. And furthermore, we're having troubles with our letter, I received yours twice but you insisted it was your third letter. I sent you my very first letter to you, but I guess they rejected them. Some people think that I should just move on, do you know how sad that makes me feel? seriously, yes, I AM EMOTIONAL! But I'm happy that mum, cousins, nuriha, to be frank those I called family are there to support me, and insist that I wait for you. Guys asked me, why do I have to wait for you? You're not near perfect at all. Based on academics, you suck. Based on look, frank, you don't have one. Based on cheating, dude you cheated me 5 times, but I still held on. And especially with the reason to your case, why did I even choose you? Why do I have the urge to wait for you?
Firstly, you're sincere. Secondly, you accept me for who I am. Thirdly, unlike other guys, your motive and their's of getting to know me, was different. All the other guys want was lust, but you? Not even a single touch or persuasion on getting into lust. Even when I started to kiss you in you know i know way. You pushed me back. Tell me, which fucking dude would do that? Fourthly, you respect my reputation. Fifthly, you try to win Mum's heart by obeying her every single rule. Sixth-ly, you are willing to do any activity at almost any hour with me. Seventh-ly, you are patience with my attitude, despite all the shits and tantrums I throw at you, even when it was not your fault, you still held on. And chilled! like always~ Eighth-ly, No matter what my mood was in, you try your very best to make me smile and laugh! Ninth-ly, you changed! for the better, and try your very best to change, cause you know I hated those attitude of yours. Lastly, every time, when I misjudge you, you would take an extra mile to prove me wrong!
Out of those 10 points I've stated, I doubt so any other guys would have that 10 out 0f 10 points I just stated. People may see the imperfectness in you, but frankly, you imperfectness are perfect to my eyes, and your imperfectness are the ones that made me more attracted to you.
