Sunday, December 26, 2010

The top people in my favourites' LIST. *wink*; they're always there for me, never fail to support me be it in some argument/fight or studies or life or my interest. *smile wideee*

Dearest Mum, the one and only person who tolerated my nonsense.I know I was once a 'hopeless' child, yes and I also know you were disappointed in me; And I am utterly sorry for my ill-proper doings and behavior. You always tried your best to show me that you care even though you know that you are busy with your work stuff; Yes I'm lazy when you're around. *smileeee widestt everrrr* And I love it when we share our stories, and crack each other up. Thanks for being my MUM; Friend; BESTFRIEND.
And mostly thanks for understanding me at any circumstances.
At least thanks for trying your best to play a part in my life.
Cause you'll forever be apart of my life dear mummy. ILYTTEOW.

Dearest Aunty; you played your role as my mum in my life; And yes, you nag a lot. Scold me and we used to have this fight when I was younger, but somehow things change, I guess I am much matured now, and we get along very well ^^v. You took care of me like I'm your own daughter, you were fair to me and also your sons. You never fail to hear me out and back me up when something is not right. You had the guts to voice out for me when no one else dared. I know you talk a lot, but you are always sincere in helping me; And yes I also know that you love me *smileeee* Don't deny it :)
Thankss; ILY.

Dearest Muhd Sholihin; My crap buddy/Boyfriend/friend/bestfriend. Name it all *wink*; I know you don't show your affection towards me; but you do love me and care for me. You always knew how to cheer me up, Even when I'm angry at you; the emotion can't stay long, cause you'll crack me up with something stupid. I love it when we meet up, and you would make fun of me while make me laugh at the jokes *smileee* yes; we used to use violence to solve stuff when we were young. But now? not anymore right. And yes I m kind of sad, cause we're not going to the same school, you've graduated while I still have to take my O'level. And I love it when say that we're sure not to be lepak'friends anymore in the future; you will assure me that we will, and things won't change between us, we shall see about it .
ILYE. ;*

Okay you people must be wondering why I post this out of a sudden. Firstly I post it on blogger, so that they would know about me being mushi mushi, cause I believe not a lot of people read my blog. And they made me happy and realised that they were always there to be with me in any circumstances. Previously I had an argument or so called fight with this siblings/sisters. They talk trash about me and mum; they criticise me to its maximum; and when I manage to see their pictures, these people above were there to laugh with me; and listen to my story and is there to make me feel good of myself, and state all its fact.
Yes; I am fat; and I am somehow proud of it, weird? yess i knoww. and the girl who got an issue with me being fat is fat herself, and the girl who had issue with my sense of fashion is having trouble with her sense of fashion too, the girl who said AISYAH KENTAL was KENTAL HERSELF too., and yes why didnt i voice out earlier; it was because we have never met, and i dont wish to assume anything, and they assumed something when they have not yet even look at my pictures. I know I'm being bad here, but i really feel good about myself, and i dont wish for them to take that away from me just by their nasty comment and words. :)
I love myself more than you ever know.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Okay people, I have been feeding myself junks *sob* Yesterday, ate Fish Noodle at bugis, then Subway, POPcorn while wathing Tron Legacy and MacSpicy Meal. Alot right? I know, im getting fatter. :) And today I keep on munching on Chocolates. I dont fancy chocolate that much, but idk why. :D Mum is so worried. But I dont think there is a need to worry. :D Okayyyy, I want to watch Teevee, and yes i have not completed my homework. Okay update soonn, and am not happy with the new template.:(
UNDER RENOVATION! HAHAHHA.
BIG WORD!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Helloooo, happy almost 6 months of dating to us.
I didn't expect us to go this far; seriously.
There has been ups and down.
But thank god, we still manage to HOLD ON.
SAR, tomorrow OFF!
So we're planning to go out together.
IDK, updatee soonn oteyy.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010



Helllooo. *smile wide wide*
Okay; I seriously miss the girls above.
Like totally.
Aisyah tak blufff.
Yes, I know, We Met.
"Sentosa Outing"
But the outing was a disaster, not totally.
It's just that we didnt BOND at all.
Nuriha.Syuhaidah.Syafiqah.
The girls whom I survived with during my "single and not dating anyone" state.
But I guess things just went apart.
Maybe its not you girls, maybe its just me. *wink wink*
I really hope, to go for the YOGA session together; seriously.
Just the FOUR of us; like OLD times.
Currently texting Kaeesha to confirm.
So gyeahhhh.

Nuriha.
The 'sister' I had/have. I dont know whats our relationship is now.*sob sob*
Thanks for being there most of the time.
Thanks for making the initiative to call me up at times. ^^
Thanks for everything; seriously.
There's a lot to say.
But I guess, I can't write it in words.
Cause I really don't know where to start.
*hugsss*
And this is weird, but i miss your hugs. *sad*
I miss crying together with you.

Syuhaidah.
The girl whom I used to go on a 'date' with just to eat =.=
And also the quite girlfriend.
The one without any respond. FAKE! *smile*
The girls whom I love to talk with.
She's a great listener.
Why? Cause she don't talk much.
The great girl whom never fails to make me laugh.
Why?
Cause of her small clumsy act!
*laughing*

Syafiqah.
The ex-class buddy, and the 'crap' girlfriend.
Why 'crap' girlfriend?
Cause she always entertain my stupidity and crapness.
Okay, I miss those class times.
She can be a great entertainer, when you talk.
Never get tired of her. HAHA.
*smileee*

Monday, December 6, 2010












Okayyy *look above*
SLURPPP, I want these FOOOD badly.
I want DOUBLE SAMURAI BEEF BURGER.
KEBAB!
KEROPOK LEKOR!
LAMB CHOP!
FRIEEESS! *all time favourite*
MACSPICY!
NASI GORENG KAMPONG! *nak mummy punye* ^^
SAKURA!
SATAY!
FRAPPE CARAMEL!
STEAMBOAT *seoulgarden*
SUSHI!
gagagigigugu, aliur da meleleh. :P

SAR SAR! Aisyah want eat at SEOUL GARDEN and want her FRAPPE CARAMEL ^^.
Hahahahhahaha.
Should I order Macspicy? Or go and get it?
Gah!!!!
Okay people, If you want to have a DUDE in your LIFE.
Then be prepared to lose most/some of your friends ^^.
Hahahha; okay in the other hand, i know i have to make the effort!
I KNOW! YES! I KNOW!
But people, I AM TO LAZY TO GO OUT!
SERIOUSLY!
GAH! I NEED TO GET RID OF THE LAZINESS!
Plus, that is not the only reasons.
I only like to go out when I have cash.
but the problem is! HAHHAHAHA.
NVM!
kayy toodlesss.
Miss me, beep me up. ^^.
Want to meet me? Tell me.
Cause people, frankly, i admit, I dont have the initiative :)
Sorry people, those who know me, should know it by now.
So gyeahhhh. ^^

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Helloooo, ultra bored.
Internet is having some issue.
My ASUS USB is not able to connect to the computer.
GAH! okay I miss using the word GAH!
Remembered how I stop using this word.
THANKS TO OG.
Cause , he makes fun of it. :(
Okayyy, I seriously need to get a LIFE,
And seriously need Abg Afie to do something with the internet.
Gonna spent my time, mummy's money wisely ^^.
Have to enjoy myself before 13December. :D

Have you ever had this feeling where you don't feel important.
OKAY, IM FEELING IT RIGHT NOW!.
Hahahahha, kay Aisyah MEPEK.
But really.
I don't blame my friends for not having time for me.
They have their own friends!
They have their own life!
Their own job!
I shud'nt have made myself being terminate by them :(
I really wish to have a meet up with Akid& Sab pretty soon.
Meet up with Miraidora, very very sooon.
And meet up with Kyara jugakkk!
As for PH peeps, especially TOAD, kite confirm meet up soon, okay hunney?
As for Syu,Adek&Nur, alahhh, krg pon da mendak tgok aku. HAHHA
So bile bile pon boleh meet up la kan.
For my ladies? Nyehhh, nak meet up very the hard, all got plans.
So im no one.! so gyeahhh. IGNORING!
Okayyy, tgh emotionalll!!!!

Is it TRUE that small girls, do have lil crush on their COUSINS!
Hahahha, okay, I admit when I was young I had a lil crush on Abg Hairul.
NORMAL! still small sehhh.
But didnt expect to have this feeling again. OMG.
Not towards abg hairul! Hhahah.
Okay, I've only shared this story to SAR.
So the wrong person to share with.
But so far, he's the only one that bothers to care, so gyeahhh.
Okayyyyyy, nak sleepppp.
And internet disconnect.
Nak re-connect, then POST.