Helloooo, currently at Olin's crib.
So yesterday had a date with Olin.
Go watch movie, AVATAR over at iluma.
Will be catching another movie next week! hopefully lahh kann.
So he sent me home, then we go out again *smiles wide*
I have been going to his place for 3 straight dayss.
Hahahah. lols. I neeed to get back on my diet.
I have been eating too much today, seriouslyy sehh. grrr.
Im still thinking about tomorrow and Saturday. hmmmmphh.
Letely, some things have been running through my mind.I dont want to think of the negative stuff, but its always the negativity that is haunting me and my sleep. I only dare to tell Shah everything, but I know i cant expect him to be there for me. He has a girl to take care off. gggrrr. Ohpleasseee, avoid any arguements our breakups in my friendship with my friends. And please open my heart, and show my heart, that itss only a freaking feeling, and everything gonna be fine. Are they sincere? Are they for real? tell me they're not faking it at all. gggrrr. why am i so afraid of it? gggrrr.